Oh yeah...

I forgot to add that yesterday I had a pretty emotional day. Ha, I was watching Cars and I got to the end and I was BAWLING. As many times as I have seen this movie, when he stops to push King over the finish line. "I think the King should finish his last race" I lost it completely, I couldnt help it. It was like nothing else I have ever experienced. I mean I am used to crying at stupid stuff. But this was IN-SANE. I couldnt stop it. Usually when I start to crying at dumb stuff, I can stop it, but this time I couldnt, it just came. Its wierd. Cuz one second you are laughing, and the next you're crying. Matthew gives me the strangest looks. And sometimes I make this little sound, like when I start crying, but I dont want him to know, but I make this little sob sound and I am running out of excuses. Usually I just pretend that I am laughing or coughing or something... I know he knows. LOL. Oh well, screw it, I'm pregnant, leave me alone.

Edit: I went back and read what I wrote, and I want to clarify that I dont want him to know I'm crying at the time, because it was caused by something so stupid, usually on TV, and not because I am ashamed or anything. Just embarassed that the Tide commercial made me blubber or the lady won $10,000 on some game show and she was so happy it made me cry... So I wanted to clarify that.