Well, everyone is gone. The house seems so empty... its just me and the kid again...Matthew is upstairs, asleep. I swear Hayden is wondering where everyone went. He's been hollering out ever since we got home from dropping Grandma off at the airport, almost like he's looking for her, for his fans. He cried all the way home last night. I miss them already. I knew I would. No matter how much they drive me crazy, I always miss them so much more when they are gone.6 months.