St. Louis

I had myself all prepared to go to Illinois. I was ready, accepted it. Now we may end up in St. Louis and that's a little scary to me. I mean I was scared to move to Alaska too, but it doesn't make it easier. But I am very comfortable with the idea of Boeing. I feel there is security available there, for a decent life for Hayden. But I am kinda scared. I had time to adjust to the idea of Alaska, I don't have much time to adjust to this...if we even go to St Louis. Who knows where we could end up. But I keep telling myself that anywhere in the Lower 48 is closer to home than here. Long drives or short flights, its closer than here. So here we go. Another adjustment, another home.